Once

I once had a kitten calender
but the kittens weren't even
cute they were discomforting and I
keep pushing tab not enter
also caps

Animal of the Day: Pangolins!

A pangolin is a mammal covered with keratin scales, the only mammal with scales. It's name comes from the Malay word pengguuling which means, "something that rolls up".  Like anteaters, the pangolin has long forepaw claws and has to walk on its knuckles. Pangolins can emit a spray similar to a skunk when threatened or roll up in a ball, nine banded armadillo style. Pangolins have long tongues like anteaters. Pangolins live in Africa and Asia. A coat of armor made of pangolin scales was presented to George III in 1820.

It's about high time I stop not doing these: ANTI FEAR LIST THURSDAY

1. Meeting Evalyn and surrendering many tic tacs to her and having coffee with Sarah even though neither of us actually had literal coffee but we had very good talk and she is very good at understanding and we love Oliver!
2. Driving through the country side to fish not catch and tie dye with chinese food and best friend
3. Saiga antelope
4. Love from and muchly needed muchly wanted conversation with Kelila 
5. Discussing gospel choirs with Ian at the dentist
6. Symphony bars
7. Using the word shaded an innumerable amount of times in one day
8. Warm night bike rides
9. Wild grapes so long as they have not begun fermenting 
10. Zucchini bread, it makes up for when zucchinis look like cucumbers so I try eating them and it's gross 

Life is really scary but really exciting and I feel home sick but I don't know how the home feels about me

Anti Fear List Thurst x3 because i kept forgetting

1. Journey home with Micah and Josh
2. Electrocuting myself on electric fence
3. Paddle boat without functional rudder
4. Winnipeg's pineapple sticker
5. Heat Lightening
6. Pineapple smoothie
7. Skim boarding is kind of phone but just mostly really scary <- i wrote phone instead of fun
8. Excitement about the future
9. Swissland
10. Bubble bath fountain attempt
11. Monster's University at Dayton Ohio Drive In
12. Waffle House x2
13. Sitting in the humidness with Jenny
14. Successful yet clutch cableless journey
15. Clean Lazarus
16. Adventure Fund
17. Rainbow covenant
18. Sleeping on the swing couch thing outside
19. Janktified tan lines
20. pepperoni gouda cheezit orderves 
21. The park with Odie and Hava and Josh
22. Dig up the dead chameleon?
23. It's a genetic thing, I used to have one when I was little
24. Giant bags of gummi worms
25. Perfect reading position obtained
26. Delusional electricity confusion
27. Tiger lilies found! 
28. This vein that pops outta my hand
29. Cleansliness game
30. burnt away backne

that was quite hard because i didn't really remember what I've spent my summer doing

Sty- A poem from when I was delirious

A chunk of eyelash missing
because I rubbed my eye
I rubbed my eye because of the sty
I have a sty because I had been rubbing my eye
 (and also it is embedded in my DNA for stys to visit often)
I had been rubbing my eye for I did cry
Reasons that I cried:

• sleep deprivation
• choir sentimentality
• happiness for grandpa
• hurting Josh

ANTI FEAR LIST THURSDAY!!!!!!! SHALL NEVER FALTER

1. marker fight because what else do you do at the end of the year in journalism
2. reuniting with jesse luyk and jesse widda j
3. discussion with Felicia
4. waffles
5. bergy's birds
6. excited gift captain hat
7. odessa's questions
8. Hava's piano lesson
9. Ian's tale about the kid more random than he is
10. soccer at church!