Anti Fear List Thurst x3 because i kept forgetting

1. Journey home with Micah and Josh
2. Electrocuting myself on electric fence
3. Paddle boat without functional rudder
4. Winnipeg's pineapple sticker
5. Heat Lightening
6. Pineapple smoothie
7. Skim boarding is kind of phone but just mostly really scary <- i wrote phone instead of fun
8. Excitement about the future
9. Swissland
10. Bubble bath fountain attempt
11. Monster's University at Dayton Ohio Drive In
12. Waffle House x2
13. Sitting in the humidness with Jenny
14. Successful yet clutch cableless journey
15. Clean Lazarus
16. Adventure Fund
17. Rainbow covenant
18. Sleeping on the swing couch thing outside
19. Janktified tan lines
20. pepperoni gouda cheezit orderves 
21. The park with Odie and Hava and Josh
22. Dig up the dead chameleon?
23. It's a genetic thing, I used to have one when I was little
24. Giant bags of gummi worms
25. Perfect reading position obtained
26. Delusional electricity confusion
27. Tiger lilies found! 
28. This vein that pops outta my hand
29. Cleansliness game
30. burnt away backne

that was quite hard because i didn't really remember what I've spent my summer doing

Sty- A poem from when I was delirious

A chunk of eyelash missing
because I rubbed my eye
I rubbed my eye because of the sty
I have a sty because I had been rubbing my eye
 (and also it is embedded in my DNA for stys to visit often)
I had been rubbing my eye for I did cry
Reasons that I cried:

• sleep deprivation
• choir sentimentality
• happiness for grandpa
• hurting Josh

ANTI FEAR LIST THURSDAY!!!!!!! SHALL NEVER FALTER

1. marker fight because what else do you do at the end of the year in journalism
2. reuniting with jesse luyk and jesse widda j
3. discussion with Felicia
4. waffles
5. bergy's birds
6. excited gift captain hat
7. odessa's questions
8. Hava's piano lesson
9. Ian's tale about the kid more random than he is
10. soccer at church!

ANTI FEAR LIST THURSDAY

• New exciting delicious chip!
• At least the injury is a goat bite
• Retaining vulpus knowledge
• Hugging Maura, ADC (Abi Don't Care) if she's sick
• Cookout then Anna's concert then Cookout
• Surprise Harlem Shake
• Sod is heavier than I'd think it'd be
• Fancy dinner and the bowl
• Hobo Fashion Show
• The Watkin Birthday Song is still stuck in my head

AnTi FEAr List ThURSday?!

• Being thrown into the Lake kind of
• Mrs. Pierson reprimanding me for biking in the rain via horse comparison
• Bergy lending me her blanket and granola and almonds the last two weren't so much lent
• Small group after youth group
• Leg hair support circle at the Watkins
• Soccer scrimmage 
• Dream about frolicking with Amish children
• I tasted kangaroo jerky this week and i just remembered this 
• I finally turned in my early graduation form
• Smoked fish peace offering from Fergus's to Watkins

ANTI FEAR LIST THURSDAY

• Blueberry Coffee I was secretly apprehensive about but it was yum
• The sense of accomplishment when I fix Winnipeg's (my bike) chain
• A very laborious concert
• I had a dream I was in a community choir and Mrs. Watkin was a soprano and I made Mr. Sampson laugh cry
• Chocolate muffins
• The antics our dance group do in class
• Feeling oddly accomplished with every leg bruise I gain
• Feeling happy with my West Ottawan page
• Oddie telling me I look cute or pretty when I wear skirts or dresses
• Outside in the sun naps kind of but Oddie wakes me up

ANTI FEAR LIST THURSDAY

• New old bike acquired and super fun!
• Elephant poop
• Impersonating Josh for the enjoyment of Concert Choir
• Tick ridding glove
• Petting zoo!
• Tandeming at night
• Giving Felicia piggy back rides up the stairs but she won't let me take her down the stairs
• Crazed Cat Lady photo shoot
• Mulching
• Cramming into an uncomfortably small boat